I believe in God, al-hamdulillah. I believe that He is one and our creator and supreme of all. After truly believing this, can we think or research about following:
1) We all are created by God but How God himself did come into existence?
2) What is your research in that, if you did any?
Secondly is it true that:
1) Prophet Mohammed (sws) prohibited to think or discuss about such matters mentioned above?
2) Is there any authentic hadith for that?
I heard Mr Ghamdi once that it does not mean what usually people perceived. If this is so then please tell me, so I can repent.